copyright 2014 by Gary L. Pullman
Horror hides inside us
all, actually or potentially, taking many forms.
What horrifies us is our
own demise.
We are horrified, too, by
the measures we will take to survive.
In an us-against-them
scenario, it is we who will survive—or will to
survive—whatever the cost, including the destruction of another
person. We are horrified that we may be killed, but we are horrified,
also, that we may kill, even if we should be compelled to do so to
prevent ourselves from being killed.
We
kill or we are killed; therein lies our horror, the secret horror
within, which assumes a multitude of disguises, but is always only
the same fear, the same loathing.
Sometimes,
though, the survival of the fittest is disguised. We compete for
laurels and for jobs, for love and attention, for fame and devotion,
for men and women, as well as for life and not death.
Each
time we win, we kill; every time we lose, we die.
Horror
fiction is horrible because it tells this truth about us: we are all
both predator and prey, hunter and hunted, stalker and stalked, quick
and dead.
Sometimes,
we are, simultaneously, one and the same, as when, for example, we
commit suicide.
There
are several ways to kill oneself, to be both predator and prey,
perpetrator and victim: morally, psychologically, and, yes,
physically.
When
we look the other way, introspectively or with extroversion; when we
deny or reject the truth, we die.
Little
by little, we die every day.
But
slow death is often overlooked, in the moment, at least, when we are
too busy with our lives:
Because
I could not stop for Death,
He
kindly stopped for me
EmilyDickinson tells us.
In
the literature of horror, death stops for us, and, in doing so, he
employs the strategy of Flannery O'Connor:
To
the hard of hearing you shout, and for the almost-blind you draw
large and startling figures.
Blood
and gore, deformity and disfigurement, madness and mayhem, death and
destruction, disease and pestilence, fear and trembling are “large”
and “startling figures,” indeed, but even they may not succeed,
in every case, to startle us out of the complacency of ourselves,
and, when they are not, we are not.